Dedicated to my beautiful mum n nanny “TREE” & my big sister Paulene... & our beloved rapper cats Biggie n Tupac XXX

How has Covid-19 (Pandemic) impacted/affected you’re life? 

Trying to cope with loosing loved ones during Covid-19...My mum‘s sudden death & my big sister taking her own life due to our mum dying...& the loss of our beloved furry baba Biggie...All in the space of a few months...

My youngest daughter (a young student having to cope with loosing her nanny & Aunt) & family pets that were loved liked our baba’s yet still has her degree to get on with...

How do you feel? 

Heart broken...Empty & Angry to name a few! Grief brought depression...acute pain n anxiety...

Opening up & asking for help...being referred for counselling yet they passed me onto someone else...Hence the idea of the podcast as feel this may help both my daughter & I...as talking about it may feel like a sort of therapy...

What’s LIFE really all about? Is there a God n a Heaven...Why was my mother taken as I still need her & so does both my daughters...

Our future n plans...I doubt I will ever come to terms with loosing my mum n my big sis but hope in time to learn to cope with this gigantic loss...

Each week we will discuss how Covid-19 impacted us...loosing our loved ones & trying to deal with day to day things... A massive ”Thank You” to Harris...one of my sister’s dogs whom we now look after...Our gorgeous wee ray of sunshine...in our world that is so dark! XXX

TREE OF LIFE representing my beautiful mumsie:-

T = Talented

R = RAWK Chick

E = Energetic

E = Excited

O = One In A Million

F = Full Of Life

L = Loving & Lovely

I = Intelligent

F = Funny

E = Encouragement